Bitter Cold, Bright Sun

Sermon by Rev. Thomas Schade
Worship Service of February 2, 2003
 
UNISON READING

Winter Meditation -Denise Levertov

The bare trees have made up their seed bundles.
They are ready now.
The warm brown light pauses briefly, shrugs and moves on. They are ready now to play dead for a while.
I, human, have not as yet devised how to obtain such privilege. Their spring will find them rested.
I, and my kind, battle a wakeful way to ours.

 

FIRST READING
Matthew 5: 1-14

When he saw the crowds he went up a mountain. There he sat down, and his disciples had gathered round him, he began to address them. And this is the teaching he gave: Blessed are the poor in spirit; the kingdom of Heaven is theirs. Blessed are the sorrowful; they shall find consolation. Blessed are the gentle; they shall have the Earth for the possession. Blessed are those who hunger and thirst to see right prevail; they shall be satisfied. Blessed are those who show mercy; mercy shall be shown to them. Blessed are those whose hearts are pure; they shall see God. Blessed are the peacemakers; they shall be called God's children. Blessed are those who are persecuted in the cause of right; the Kingdom of Heaven is theirs. Blessed are you, when you suffer insults and persecution and calumnies of every kind for my sake. Exult and be glad, for you have a rich reward in heaven; in the same way, they have persecuted the prophets before you. You are salt to the world. And if salt becomes tasteless, how is its saltiness be restored? It is good for nothing, but to be thrown away and trodden underfoot. You are light for all the world. A town that stands on a hill cannot be hidden. When a lamp is lit, it is not put under a meal-tub, but on the lamp-stand where it gives light to everyone in the house. Like the lamp, you must shed light among your fellows, so that, when they see the good you do, they may give praise to your Father in heaven.

 

SECOND READING

"Mr. or Mrs. Nobody" -- William Stafford

 

Some days when you look out, the land is heavy, following its hills, dim where the road bends. There are days when having the world is a mistake. But then you think, 'Well, anyway, it wasn't my idea," and it's OK again. Suppose that a person who knows you happens to see you going by, and it's one of those days - For a minute you have to carry the load for them, you've got to lift the whole heavy world, even without knowing it, being a hero, stumbling along. Some days it's like that. And maybe today. And maybe all the time.

 
SERMON
 

Will there be a war between Iraq and the United States? I don't know, but it appears likely, according to what I read in the newspapers and magazines. Hope springs eternal, on the other hand, and there are times that I am filled with the perverse hope that war's seeming inevitability, and the intransigence of the parties involved, are but a very serious game of chicken, and that someone, somewhere, will blink. But I am not sure what blinking would mean, and how that would change things in a meaningful way.

So, the question that I would like to talk about today is this - Supposing that we do have a war with Iraq, then what? I am not talking about "then what?" in terms of a military exit strategy, or what kind of government will come to power in Iraq, or even how the military campaign plays out over time. There is a part of me that just knows that we will have to wait and see on all those questions as well.

Suppose there is a war in Iraq. And suppose like William Stafford, we find ourselves saying "There are days when having the world is a mistake. But then you think, "Well, anyway, it wasn't my idea", and it's OK again." Can we be OK with the level of resignation that he seems to portray?

He titles his poem "Mr. or Mrs. Nobody", and in it, he tries to capture the thoughts of those who, in fact, lift and carry the entire world everyday, but are not powerful, the "nobodies" whose opinions seem not to count in the great scheme of things.

This is a social role that most of us do not see ourselves in. After all, it is human nature, it seems, to rebel against those things over which we truly have no control: aging and death, or our spouse's relationships with his or her parents, or whether another person loves us or not. I mean if you think that you can stay young forever or make another person love you, then doesn't it seem possible that the President of the United States will take your most earnest advice about foreign policy. At least, it seems that he should return your phone calls.

Mr. or Mrs. Nobody. I would rather eat a bug than be a nobody. And yet, the world that we are increasingly living in appears to beyond our control, in which ordinary people are bit players, walk-ons, extras in crowd scenes, living and even dying, as the consequence of decisions made elsewhere. Certainly this is one of he lessons of September 11th. Nobody asked whether we wanted Al Qaeda to declare war on us. The people in Iraq did not vote to try to build nuclear weapons and risk a military confrontation with the United States. Nobody asked for our opinion on whether it was a good idea to make people wait two hours for an airplane and have their shoes inspected and their nail clippers confiscated.

I would imagine that those of you who are older than I, perhaps of the World War II generation, are less shocked than people of my generation to find themselves in the current situation.

So, how shall we live in a world that is out of our control? How shall we live if it turns out that the US and Iraq do have a war? How shall we live if the future is one of wars, and battles, and skirmishes, and terrorist attacks, and identity checks, and anthrax outbreaks, and long lines to be vaccinated against small pox? How shall we live if fear is an ever-present reality? When our children are in harm's way? If that war, way out there, comes home to us, as it has already?

May I offer three pieces of advice for the Mr. and Mrs. Nobodies who will have to live in a future that they did not plan, in a world that was not their idea. Three words for all of you, especially those of you who will find yourself seeking God's grace in a tank, or some other situation of danger and distress.

[One]
Now is the time to turn away from every form of hatred and contempt. In these times, when the issues of life and death are grave, in these times when we need respond to every situation with great care to retain our own moral center, contempt and hatred cloud our powers of moral discernment.

Give respect, whether it is to foreign enemies or fellow citizens with whom you disagree. Even our leaders deserve respect when they are pursuing courses that seem wrong. If there is anything that I regret from my life as a political activist and partisan is the amount of hatred, contempt, ridicule and ill-will I heaped upon the heads of Lyndon Johnson, Richard Nixon, and Ronald Reagan. I still disagree with them about all the things that I disagreed with them back then. And they were tough guys in the public eye, so they had asked for it, in many a way. And since they didn't know me, I am sure that my hatred had absolutely no effect on them. It didn't matter to them.

But I dishonored myself, cheapened myself and coarsened our common life together. Such hatreds are just compensations for intellectual rigidity and laziness. Just as they were for all those who spent the 90's hating Bill Clinton with such unrelenting fury. I sometimes wonder whether the seeds of some of my poor choices in life were not the result of the ease of my hatreds when I was young. You see, once you adopt hatred and contempt as your way of thinking, then all sorts of evils deeds become possible, even preferable and sometimes necessary.

Hold on to the meaning of life and death for all. People die in wars. If there is a war in Iraq, Iraqis and Americans and people of many other nationalities will die in all sorts of circumstances. Some of those will be lives risked by conscious choice for a noble ideal: freedom; country; honor; religion; a way of life; the defense of a friend or a buddy. Such deaths are testimonies to honor among people, and they must be mourned.

Some deaths will be those of unwilling victims of intentional cruelty, and they are testimonies to the capacity for evil among us, and they must be mourned. And some will be accidental, and unintentional, and tragic, civilians caught by bombing raids, collateral damage. And they are testimony to human pride and arrogance, and they must be mourned. But every death is meaningful, because every life has meaning. Let no one die in vain, because of words that pass your lips.

[Two]
We are to be engaged, and not passive. You are you, unique, irreplaceable, endowed by your creator with a freedom that is inalienable. Speak and act with courage and authority, wherever you are, in whatever situation you find yourself. Give up nothing except by your choice. Stand on the street corner with signs. Protest the war. Write letters to the Editor praising George Bush. Wrap bandages for our boys and girls at the front. Speak out when you must. In the Sermon on the Mount, Jesus warns his followers that they must not lose their saltiness. Your unique moral perspective, your unique understanding of what is wrong and what it right, is your saltiness. There will be a moment when it will matter what you say, or do. Say it, or do it. Live it. Preach your gospel at all times, using words whenever necessary.

Victor Frankl, who survived a Nazi concentration camp, for God's Sake, said that we never lose our freedom to choose our own response to the conditions that are thrust upon us. You retain your moral center in every situation you find yourself, even if you cannot fully act upon it. The world may not be our idea, and yet we are still called upon to carry it. Like John Taylor Gatto, we may know that our main purpose is spiritual, to find our way to God, but love and duty may still present themselves such that we have to lift the whole heavy world. But we still respond with our choices, and out of our integrity. William Stafford's was a conscientious objector during World War II, so he is not counseling us to be passive. Each of us will find that way that we are called to "be a hero without knowing it," and those ways may not all agree.

[Three]
And finally, be alert to the unfolding of the new in every moment and in every instant of possibility.

The question that animates this sermon is the one I mentioned in the newsletter - "Can God's Grace be present in a tank?" And I believe, as a matter of deepest conviction, that God's grace is never a separate thing in this world, as though it were a distinct entry in the periodic table of elements. No, God's grace is mixed into all that is. Wherever there are men and women, there is the pull of love and duty and compassion. Even in the darkest places of war, it is testified, there is simple loyalty, and shared vulnerability, camraderie, and willingness to suffer for the sake of righteousness. While God's grace is not a shield that protects anyone from death, it is present everywhere.

God's grace is intertwined with human freedom, our capacity to choose how we live, and act, and feel in every situation. And therefore, God's grace is present in what we choose to create as new in every situation. New things are created in every war, and I don't just mean new technology. Nations come and go in war. Governments definitely come and go, as did the Taliban in Afghanistan. Social institutions vanish, like slavery in the Civil War. Social relations change in the armed forces and spread throughout the society, as in the case of racial relations in our country. In our unison reading this morning, Denise Levertov contrasts us with much of nature that goes dormant in the winter, when conditions are threatening. "I and my kind, [meaning humanity] battle a wakeful way to our [Spring]". Whatever peace and freedom and safety, whatever new ideals and new goals, that will emerge from this situation will come because we have carried those seeds with us through all of whatever comes, remembering them, battling a wakeful way.

This is the second winter we have been considering war. Last winter, it was Afghanistan. Now, we are involved in this contention with Iraq. September 11, 2001 is further away, and passions have cooled as we are further from those fires. The calculations are colder and the situation is grimmer. Many more lives are at stake, but the dangers that we asked to contemplate are more frightening. Yesterday's shocking deaths seem like a grim portent, and I suspect that there was not a one of us, who did not immediately think of terrorism when we heard the news. I have no special knowledge that that qualifies me to tell you what to think about the policy choices are before the nation, and you did not call me to conduct this parish's foreign policy.

It has been a bitter cold winter and it stretches toward the future. But it has also been a particularly bright and sunny winter, which is of course a related phenomenom. When it gets colder, it gets clearer. That's simple Minnesota meteorology, but also a metaphor, not only for the clarity of our vision in tougher times, but also for the presence of God's grace at this time.

My friends, do not be afraid of what is to come. It is bitterly cold now, but the sun is shining. Act with courage and bravery; lose not your saltiness. You, as are all humanity, light for all the world, let that light be seen. You carry within yourself already seeds of a new and better world: your compassion, your courage, and your commitments. It is for those that we battle our wakeful way to Spring.

 
BENEDICTION
If you have come today needing comfort, may you go secure in the knowledge of the love, human and divine, that surrounds you and holds you. If you have come needing beauty, may the words, the music, the sights and smells of this hour, linger with you. And if you have come needing to come closer to God’s presence, go now fulfilled. It is as steady as the beating of your own heart, as near as your own hands. Go in the service of all. Amen